halu :)

its been a while i havent write something here. i just feel so lazy. this week is the last week before the semester 1 end. to conclude, this semester was the best ever in my life. it was so fun and ecstatic! we do not hve exam like the other courses but of course the most boring and pressure part is when doing the assignment. so far, all my classmates are okay and fun to be with. we had spent so much time together and those memories will always in my thoughts forever. i m looking forward for all of this for the next semester. hope tht our relationship will always remain like this forever. :)
next monday, i will going back to my home! i am so excited to meet my fam. but part of me is actually feel sad to leave my friends here. im going bck early than the others so tht make me feel a little bit weird. luckily, tesl night is postpone so i will not feel guilty to go back early. its look like i just making home as excuses not to attend the tesl night. i feel so bad to my classmates.
i havent packing my things to go bck. idk where to put all my stuff. urgh. its suck u know to move all your things as if i am not going to stay in tht room again. im kind of pissed off. hehe. im spending time with my gf tonite. better to stop here bcoz i wnt to watched a movie. tata! :)

IMTF :)

In My Thoughts Forever. hehe. i dont know wht to do today. my roomate is sleeping so im bored. i also wnt to sleep but i cant. i feel hungry but i dont wnt to eat. something wrong with me. i cant do wht i wnt to do. i wnt to type my assignment but i ended up writing here. home. home.home. thts is wht going on in my mind. i miss my fam. i miss my room. i miss tv. i miss every single thing. time is moving so slow. i wnt to go HOME. im bored here. theres nothing here. ipg is a very3 dull place tht i've been! aigoo.

TGIF :)

Thank God Its Friday. hehe. seems like time is moving fast now as it is friday. im so bored. thinking about the assignment makes me feel even bored. aigooo. i wish tht i can go home. i miss the foods! i wnt to eat laksa sarawak n everything! i'll mke sure once i arrive at btu i ask my mom to stop at the restaurant. waa. honestly, the food here is completely diff from my hometown. the way the cook it make it diff. i dont really like spicy food but i hve to bear with it since im at 'negeri org'. :) still a long way to go to wait for the time to come. huh. SABAR. thts is the word tht i always tell myself.seeing others can go home whenever they wnt envy me. but my home is soo far far away. do i hve to consider myself lucky being far away from home? i consider it as my bad luck. when im at the boarding school this is wht i feel. sometimes i think tht im used to the word ALONE. i'll always go bck alone n living alone n far from my fam. n even far far away this time. this is my destiny. my mom always been proud of me as her friend say tht im independent. but acc im not independent. i act like one bcaause i dont wnt to mke her worry. i always cry whenever i hve to go bck alone. travel by aeroplane alone n going to my school by taxi ALONE. even now i still be alone. last time during the hari raya holiday i was all alone. from btu to kl n from kl to ipoh. only god know how i feel. i dont befriend with them which is from the same place with me. i dislike them. sometimes i really picky when its come to choose friend. not tht im snob or wht. i just dont mingle with the type of person i dont like bcoz im not a friendly person. hehe. i try to friendly but i cant. i only shows my true self with my friend. wht crap am i talking about here. rofl. btter to stop here. i need to continue doing my assignment. TTFN! :)

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just now, one of my friend ask me to open a link. so i read it n of course i was surprised. it was sort of mean i would say. but i now he has a good intention. thanks for sharing it to me. i appreciated it. frankly speaking the issue about 'btudung' or not is kind of sensitive sometimes. no one ever told me about it. it was the first time sum1 told me. im not ready to change. its not tht i am bad girl if im not wearing tudung rite. this is wht i used to be. nor my family cares about it because we are just the same. this is the way we are n maybe not the same here. so wht the big deal about it. i think it was just a small matter bcause this is the life tht i hve gone throughout my life so im used to it. if i wnt to wear a tudung i will not only wear it just to hide my hair. i will def change evreything bout me. thts my point. there is no use to just 'tutup ur head tapi hati xtutup'. still do wht is illegal to do. they are still wearing tight clothes. is it decent? dont judge a book by its cover. dont just simply judge ppl by their appeance or in specific btudong or not. doesnt mean if im not btudong then im a bad prson. i know i hve lack of knowledge about agama. n i dont know who should be blame about it bcause my father himself is a mualaf. he doesnt know about agama same goes with my mom. i try to learn n maybe one day i would change to bcome a better prson luaran n dalaman.

once upon a time..

suddenly i feel like i wnt to write tonite. maybe because i dont hve sumthing to do. i was wondering about my life. i nver thought tht i would end up being a teacher. it nver cross my mind. but, thanks god for giving me a change to be a teacher. it was a great job acc. full of passion. but, acc my real dream is i wnt to be a stewardess. sound funny is it. theres not much ppl out there tht  wnt to be a stewardess but i do. i really fell for it since i was form 2. but at tht time i jst keep it to myself bcoz i know it sound ridiculous. my mom will def say it was no use for u to study hard n get a good rsult if u end up being a stewardess. it just the same as being a waitress. but it is true rite. idk. i still like the job no matter how ppl view it. i hve my own reason why i like to be a stewardess. at tht time, i do cares about my height n my weight. when i got an offer from uitm i hve my own plan. i will reg to study there but i will go for the mas interview n if i pass i will quit my study. but, it will nver hppen bcoz im already her in ipg. sumtime its suck. this is really not a life tht i like. the fact of being teacher sumtime really2 annoys me. but do i cares. this is me. right now, i hve to focus n forget about my 'ridiculous' ambition. i hve to accept the fact tht i am going to be ateacher n i will study hard. although its not wht i do wnt to be but i hve to accept it. inilah jln y tlh allah tntukan. so, i hve to follow tht path. i hope tht i will success in wht ever tht im doing now.

today :)

i'm bck! today, as always i feel so bored. im ALONE! my roomate was going to tesco. she did asked me to join them but i just woke up n i feel so lazy. but yet, i feel bored to the power of 100%. haha. luckily, my kungfu fighter text me n asked me to go out. she was my saviour! hehe. me, kungfu n nyah were going to de garden. at first, it was so hard to look for a car park. n after a few round of looking for it finally we got the parking although it was quite far acc. we ate at the ayam penyet or for short AP. haha. the food is not bad but the place is so great! it was so fascinating. did i exaggerating bout it? haha. who cares. we took a few snap around de garden n after about hours there we decided to go bck. then we went to TM n finally tesco extra. we were playing a game there. car race n basketball. haha. we were the only 'children' there. lmoa. but, it was really a fun day.

hallu :)

its been a while i hvent update my blog. last week, my laptop got prob. cannot stat. n i hve to redo my assignment! i feel like i wnt to cry. n i feel soo bored bcoz i hve nothing to do. but luckily now its okay. thanks to cajuang n faiedz. idk wht they do tht my laptop can stat. uhh, finally. syukur i dont to need to spend money on my laptop. yesterday, we were doing presentation about the poem for our es. huh. it over! i feel so relieved. but, our lds assignment was given yesterday. but, there is not much to do for the assignment. i will do it during deepavali hliday.  it is a long holiday. 5 day holiday. but as usual i will not going bck. haha. if i do hve money now, defintely ill go to kl. i wnt to meet my sister! i miss her.

KAMEK. KITAK. :)

haha. sja dtg gila ku nk gna bhasa ku mpun. lmak dh gna. lak lpak lak. hahaha. ritok ak g selma awl. kol 5 mekorg g cya sbb nk ngga music bank! waa. snsd comeback stage was soo AMAZING! ak dh addict ngn lgu cdak. lgu 2pm pn sma wak. ak pling ska ngn snsd. mnat glak2 eh. mkin kck jk cdak. suma kin hot jk. mv cdak pn bes juak. coba la ak da broadband ng tiap2 ari ku bukak vide sal cdak. cti lak la ku bli broadband. ak lpak nk kol mak ak ritok tek. tek ku jnji nk kon ny p pnde lpak ndah. bok ingt tdik. haha. xpa la. esok jk ku kol mamak. byk bnda nk d pdh tokk.
ee. ingar ku nnga laki ya lok. sacak da jak ny. pa ny pkey ny kck ka. please laa. xpyh la kw nk post2 kt fb status cmya glak. loba!! ee. kck la grek kw ya. xpyh nk ngeso2 ngn org. stakat ompuan paloi dkya xda g cne tju ny. mun paloi p kck xjuak pa. dh la paloi mka pn cam taik jk. gemok gk ya. pdn la taduak ya nk. sma2 sacak, sma2 gemok p rsa drik ya kurus tek. err. xprlu la kw nk mces2 ak. mntak maap. ak dh xkuasa nk lyn kw agk. pengenjen. suma ckup kw ya.
tok gk sorang ompuan. haiishh. gila. haha. kemaruk glak eh. nmpak glak kw dsperate oii. xpyh la pey cmya glak. mun dh laki xmok xprlu la. xtauk malu ka??? haha. tauk x knak ak ska bca blok wk sbb kw bodo. lwak do blog kw. dh la broken eng. mun dh xpnde nk speaking boh eksen glak cmya ehh. ng antap kw xpnde. ya ku pdh mnusia tok ng plik2. ssh2.

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jiwa kacau to the power of 100. thts wht he said. hopefully i will be in the same flight with him like always. haha. i really love tht moment. fall for you. thts the rite word for me.
tonite i go to eat with eve, mira, n marry. we were 'chit chat' until 10.30. after we realized tht it is already late then we decide to go bck. we talk about so many things. it was so fun! i always enjoys the moment tht i spend with them. they always mke me feels happy. although deep in my heart i really miss my fam but when im with them i forget everything. its like i am in another world.
16.11.10. the day tht i've been waiting for. i wnt to go HOME! HOME!HOME!. i wnt to chill out with my friend like we always did b4. i miss everything! waa. nvm. jst be patient. only 17 days left. mom ! wait me there. XD

hello :)

i had so much fun at pangkor with my friends. especially during the water cnfident xtvt. it was so challenging. when i was at  the middle of the sea i jst think about death. haha. i was so tired n i feel like i dont hve any strength to swim anymore. but, thanks god i manages to 'arrived' safely. hehe. waa. it was so FUN! but, tht 'eyeliner' girl really annoying. bossy eyeliner. she only knows how to gve order. she treats us like her 'kuli'.daa. rsa bgus jak org cmya tp x juak bgus. eksen jak lbih. haha. dh la mka jaik. jln pn mcm itit. loba da jk.
this morning i dont hve class. we only hve social studies class. this afternoon we hve thinking skill. i feel REALLY annoys wit tht 'spoiler'. she dont do any work AT ALL! haiyo. otak kosong tgn pn kosong. at least jst gve ur idea to do tht flyers. nvermind if u dont wnt to do tht work but PLEASE gve me n mira some idea. is it too much to ask? at first i was really amaze when i saw u. but now since u treat me like ur 'kuli' sorry to say la i hate u. u nver rspect ppl. we dont wnt to say this to u bcoz we dont wnt to hurt u and mke u feel down. but i cant stand this anymore. ppl will not understand wht do we feel bcoz they always think tht u r amazing n can do everything. everytime if there are groupwork only me n mira do the work. u jst sit down n do nothing. when we ask for ur opinion, u will always say i dont know. n then jst ask us if we hve finish the work or not. wht kind of a prson u r? aigooo. im really pissed off.

my story.

it has been a while...
i think he already meet a new friend at his college.
nvm. jst thinking bout him mke me feels happy. haha
he even wish me during my brthday. plus he tag my nme on his status. waa
im touched. but we r like a different star. he is too good too be true.
he is intelligent. good looking n good attitude. everything bout him is good.
it mke me feel happy although he jst write my name izzati and :)
its not wrong to like sum1 rite. its not like i hve commite a crime.
hopefully i cam meet him at btu! oyeah!

pulau pangkor :)

going to pangkor tomorrow. im so excited! XD

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poem :)

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings

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The free bird leaps on the back of the win and floats downstream till the current ends and dips his wings in the orange sun rays and dares to claim the sky. But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage can seldom see through his bars of rage his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with fearful trill of the things unknown but longed for still and is tune is heard on the distant hillfor the caged bird sings of freedom The free bird thinks of another breeze an the trade winds soft through the sighing trees and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own. But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing The caged bird sings with a fearful trill of things unknown but longed for still and his tune is heard on the distant hill for the caged bird sings of freedom. Maya Angelou

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me n santi :)

one week trip :)

guess wht! after going to pangkor i hve to go to teluk intan too. wahh. so unexpected. kak fatimah jst call me and ask me either i want to join it or not. so, i ask  ur highness, 004 n 003 if they wnt to go or not bcoz we jst coming bck from pangkor tht day. we hve to pack our thing and go for the second trip to teluk intan on the same day. i think it might be tiring but im sure it will be fun! 

i'm jst coming bck from selma rstaurant. waa. im full. n now i dont know wht to do. i hve to do es assignment but i feel so lazyy. i dont know how to do the critical analysis about the poem 'i know why the caged bird sings'. i  also havent done es presentation. why am i feeling so lazy. haha. all i know is jst lying down without doing nothin. there are a lot of things need to be done. i hve to do the laundry, packing all my things to go to pangkor, ss task and es assignment and yet i still relax as if i had nothing to do. why on earth am i like this. haha. acc, i was thinking shud i go bck on 16 or not. but i relly miss my home! and i wnt to go bck with my sister. if not, i hve to bck alone. hessh. they shouldnt postpone the TESL night. it gives trouble to all the students. they simply do it without asking the opinion from others. haiyoo. but i dont care. i stick to my decision to go home on 16.  one more thing tht really annoys me is all the 'pak guard'. they are becoming more strict! how am i going to go home early? huh. i dont wnt to think bout it. the more i think bout it, it give me headache. 

psst! newcomer. :)

new user. i'm jst bcome a blogger today. i'm soooo bored and i dont know wht to do. so, i create a blog so tht i can write whtever that comes to my mind. as mr.lim always said you must write everyday so tht you will always keep in touch with the languange. tht also inspire me to create my own blog. otherwise i think im not interested to become a blogger. hehe. i dont know how to mke my profile to be attractive. i will ask yuyun tmorrow laa. :)